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  Table of Contents

  Prologue

  Epilogue

  Books By Penny Wylder

  Sasha Bluebell

  Grant Werther

  Excerpt of Falling for the Babysitter

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  Contents

  Books By Penny Wylder

  Prologue

  1. Sasha Bluebell

  2. Sasha Bluebell

  3. Grant Werther

  4. Sasha Bluebell

  5. Grant Werther

  6. Sasha Bluebell

  7. Sasha Bluebell

  8. Sasha Bluebell

  9. Sasha Bluebell

  10. Grant Werther

  11. Sasha Bluebell

  12. Grant Werther

  13. Sasha Bluebell

  Epilogue

  Excerpt of Falling for the Babysitter

  Books By Penny Wylder

  Books By Penny Wylder

  Filthy Boss

  Her Dad’s Friend

  Rockstars F#*k Harder

  The Virgin Intern

  Her Dirty Professor

  The Pool Boy

  Get Me Off

  Caught Together

  Selling Out to the Billionaire

  Falling for the Babysitter

  Lip Service

  Full Service

  Expert Service

  The Billionaire’s Virgin

  The Billionaire’s Secret Babies

  Her Best Friend’s Dad

  Own Me

  The Billionaire’s Gamble

  Seven Days With Her Boss

  Virgin in the Middle

  The Virgin Promise

  First and Last

  Tease

  Spread

  Bang

  Second Chance Stepbrother

  Dirty Promise

  Sext

  Quickie

  Bed Shaker

  Deep in You

  The Billionaire’s Toy

  Buying the Bride

  Dating My Friend’s Daughter

  Prologue

  The sound of the ax hitting wood stops me as I walk across the yard with the bottles of water I just grabbed from the kitchen. I should just keep walking, get back to the fence I’m working on, but I can’t help it. It’s a reflex by now. I glance toward the sound, and my whole body tenses when I spot him.

  Grant Werther. A whole lot bigger now than the scrawny teenager who used to chase me around this yard. There’s growing up well and then there’s growing up into the most irresistible man I’ve ever seen swing an ax.

  I watch him pause to wipe sweat from his brow. Then, while I’m still standing here, halfway out of the house, totally exposed if he turns around, he tugs his shirt off over his head.

  Fuck.

  Sweat glistens along his perfectly-cut chest and abs. His biceps are as thick as my thighs, and I can’t help thinking, as I watch him lift and ready the ax to swing, how easily he could toss me around a bedroom. I imagine having those big, strong hands around my waist, picking me up. Pinning me against the wall of the room I slept in alone last night because he insisted on sleeping in his truck. Because he doesn’t want to be here any more than I do.

  Because he doesn’t remember me. Not the way I remember him.

  He’s filled out, yes, but he’s also gotten arrogant, judgmental. He thinks I’m too good for this town just because I wanted to get out of it as fast as humanly possible.

  He’s the last person here I ought to be fantasizing about.

  But he swings that ax, digs it deep into the dead tree he’s chopping down in the middle of my property—our property, as it turns out—and I cannot stop my damn brain. It’s straight off into fantasyland. If Grant is this big all over, just imagine what’s in those jeans of his…

  I imagine him bending me over right here in the grass and fucking me, hard and raw, the way this country man likes it. My clit throbs at the thought. Fucking hell. I can’t even cross the lawn these days without getting wet.

  I tear my eyes from him and stride across the grass toward my destination. But I’m only halfway there when I hear him clear his throat.

  I glance over, find him smirking at me. He moves toward me across the lawn, and it’s all I can do to keep my eyes fixed on his face, not wandering over his half-naked body.

  “You drinking both of those?” he asks.

  I glance down at my hands and realize I’m gripping both water bottles extra hard now. I’d planned on it, but… I extend one to him with a shrug. “Yours now,” I say.

  “Thank you kindly,” he says, only a hint of sarcasm in that response. His hand brushes mine as he takes the bottle, lingering just longer than is normal. With him standing this close, I catch his scent, maddening, overpowering, and it makes me want to throw myself at him. Let him take me however he wants me.

  To judge by the way his gaze drips over my body, lingering on my chest, he’s thinking the same thing. But he just cracks open the bottle and takes a long drink, still eying me as he does.

  When he straightens once more, he throws me one last smirk. “Best keep working on that fence,” he says. “Staring at me all day isn’t going to fix it any faster. Unless, that is, you’d prefer a more… hands-on distraction.”

  My cheeks flash red hot, and I storm away without a response. Mostly because I don’t trust myself to retort with my throat as tight as it is. But when I glance over my shoulder, I find he’s the one watching me now, eyes on my backside. And he looks every bit as interested as I feel.

  Dammit. I’m in trouble now.

  1

  Sasha Bluebell

  The letter arrives at the worst possible time.

  I’m currently between clients, juggling freelance jobs from my last company, where I was their head paralegal consultant until I had enough of their bullshit pseudo-assignments and quit to pursue my own thing. But it’s been slow-going in the freelance world, and it’s taken me a while to build up a private client base. Originally I took on a couple of gigs for my old firm on a case-by-case basis. Now they’ve flooded me with so many that it feels like I’m full-time again, minus the healthcare benefits.

  Not that I can complain about the money. That, at least, has been more than decent.

  Still, my schedule is a wreck. So much a wreck, that when the letter first arrives, I don’t even notice it in my inbox for a week straight. When I do, I take one glance at the cover letter and find myself wincing, wanting to shove it straight back under the stack of unread incoming mail that awaits me on my desk. The longer I can prolong this, the better. Because I don’t want to confront any of the emotions that rise up when I read that first line.

  In the Matter of the Estate of Maryanne Bluebell…

  No, thank you. I spent a year after Mama died being heartbroken. I don’t need to relive that again, thank you very much. Besides, it took her estate that whole year and an extra 8 months to even get this letter to me. How important could it be?

  But eventually, after a week of ignoring that half-opened letter on my desk while I sorted through my current freelance projects, I ran out of excuses. I couldn’t prolong the inevitable anymore. I had to face the music.

  I unfolded the full letter over a hefty pour of Caber
net one Friday night, with my favorite cheesy TV reality show on in the background, and a long-overdue weekend off ahead of me. I figured that might mitigate the blow, knowing that for once I had some free time to myself coming up. I’d worked overtime for the last month and a half straight to carve myself this little slice of freedom.

  And this is how I decided to reward myself? I really am a masochist in disguise.

  By the time I reach the third line of the letter, I’ve already downed my whole glass of Cab. I need to refill to finish reading. Because this one, I didn’t see coming.

  I didn’t expect the middle block of text, written by my mother herself, years before her death.

  I didn’t expect the plea to resonate so deeply.

  I didn’t expect to feel it in my bones when I read her words on the page, ink long-dried, words she asked her lawyer to add to this case file long before the breast cancer stole her from me.

  Sasha,

  You are my only legacy. I don’t say this because I’m ashamed of it—you are the best thing that ever happened to me. My dearest dream in life was to raise you right, and I am so proud of the woman you have become.

  I know how much you love your life in the city, and I’m happy that you’ve found your place. But I hope you recognize the history and importance of our home back here, too. Your great-great grandfather built this house with his own hands. For generations, your family has tilled the soil, lived off what this land produced. I hope that when I am gone, you will respect the legacy we’ve both been entrusted with and do what is right for this place.

  If you’re reading this letter, it all belongs to you now, my love. I trust you with it, as I trust you with everything in my life.

  Your loving mother

  She left it unsigned. That, somehow, makes it sting even worse.

  I just keep rereading the words this place and our home. She means the family farm back in Nowheresville. That place and I haven’t been on speaking terms for fifteen years. Not since I applied to the farthest college away that would take me, packed up my bags and got the fuck out of dodge.

  I’ve spent the last fifteen years right here in New York City. I can’t imagine going back. Hell, I barely even visited, not until two years ago, right at the end, when things were so bad Mama couldn’t make it on a plane out here. She visited me in the city as often as she liked because I couldn’t stand to visit her.

  I visited that one time. The last time. I held her hand as she closed her eyes and breathed her last. I barely stayed long enough to sign the estate over to my more-than-capable legal team and then I high-tailed it out of dodge.

  I never thought I’d need to go back. I never planned to set foot in that tiny town ever again.

  But here are her words, staring up at me in black-and-white, asking the impossible. Asking me to return.

  I can’t, is my immediate gut reaction.

  You have to, is what my frontal cortex yells at my monkey brain.

  Because how can I ignore this letter? How can I disregard the last wishes of my mother when I’m her only child, her only heir, the only one she ever had to lay all her hopes and dreams on?

  I fold the letter back up, for tonight. For tonight, I concentrate on my shitty reality TV show and my bottle of Cabernet, which I’m definitely going to polish off by myself, propriety be damned.

  For tonight, I let myself enjoy the first day off I’d managed to carve in my schedule since as long as I can remember. Life here in the city is hectic, but it’s what I love. There’s always something going on, always a new project to focus on, always something to occupy my attention. Much better than country life. Much better than that stifling hometown I escaped the first minute I could.

  For tonight, I enjoy the life I built myself, on my own sweat and blood and tears and exhaustion.

  Then the next morning, hung-over and bleary-eyed from lack of sleep, I unfold the letter one more time and dial the number at the bottom.

  “Paul?” I ask the moment the estate handler picks up. “I need to book a flight back home…”

  And that’s how the real trouble began.

  2

  Sasha Bluebell

  This is going to be a tactical strike, I tell myself as I stomp on the gas of my rental car. It took me three hours—three hours—to drive here from the regional airport. And that was after two connecting flights, because somehow, this Podunk town doesn’t even have a single direct flight to any major NYC hub. I thought that was impossible in this day and age.

  Guess you learn something new every day.

  I catch my reflection in the rearview mirror and double-check my makeup quickly. Eyeliner and mascara in place, full red lipstick applied, foundation set to battle mode. I’m ready for whatever my hometown has to throw at me. I don’t care what the locals here think—my boring, unimaginative, small-minded peers who never bothered to dream past the borders of this town, never imagined any kind of career outside of the same old farming paths their parents and grandparents and great-grandparents trudged down.

  They can insult me all they like—same way they did almost two years ago when I came here, straight to the hospital, to hold Mama’s hand. They can whisper and elbow each other and smirk behind open palms when I walk past. I don’t give a shit because I’m here and then I’m out again.

  All I need to do is meet the property assessment manager, find out how much this farm is worth, take a few photos and get it up on a real estate page, then sell it to the first bidder. I don’t need the money—I don’t care how low the first bid comes in. I’ll sell this place for a penny if I need to. I just want to get it off my hands.

  My conscience tickles the back of my skull as I think about it.

  Okay, fine, maybe I’ll do some basic background checking. Make sure that whoever wants to buy it will run it the way it’s always been run—as a small, family-run farm, a local business. Not one of these huge Monsanto Corp plots of land my mother was always complaining about. I don’t want someone to completely bulldoze the place.

  I just want them to take it off my hands and into their own, preferably more capable, hands.

  Shouldn’t take long. One week, tops. I called into my firm and told them to put my freelance projects on hold for a week. By then I’ll be back in my cozy apartment on the Upper East Side, buried in my work once more, happily forgetting that this place ever existed.

  You can survive one week, I promise myself. That’s nothing.

  But as I peel into town in the Porsche I rented for this haul (I’m a corporate member, I get free upgrades, so sue me for enjoying the luxury) and immediately draw at least two dozen narrow-eyed stares from the corner café as I whip past toward the narrow road out of town up toward Mama’s place, I’m starting to think even a week might be pushing it.

  I’m stronger than I think, I remind myself. I survived eighteen years here, after all. Birth all the way up through high school graduation. The girl that grinned through all the insults, glared right back through all the teasing and hair-pulling and muttered comments, fake rumors, bullshit accusations—she’s still inside me. Hell, she’s the tough-ass bitch who made me successful in NYC.

  All I need to do is conjure her up again to survive the next seven days.

  I stomp the gas pedal as I leave the town center behind, picking up speed on the bumpy road. I miss this feeling, I have to admit. I don’t own a car in the city—that would be stupid, nobody owns a car there. Who would need one?

  But there’s something liberating about stomping on the gas pedal with no one watching. Flying past the pavement onto the crunching gravel of Mama’s longer-than-it-ought-to-be driveway, and not having to take any other cars into consideration.

  By the time I reach the house, I’m doing far past any logical speed limit, my heart racing and a huge, stupid grin plastered on my face. Never mind that this car wasn’t built for off-roading. Never mind that Mama didn’t re-pack the dirt road that makes up the last half-mile or so to the farmstead. It’s a rental, I h
ave insurance, I don’t care if the undercarriage smacks a few times as I fly over uneven hillocks, then slam on the brakes, nearly skidding right past the driveway into the grass beyond.

  I screech to a halt in a billowing cloud of dust, ten feet away from the four-bedroom, single-story wooden farm that I called home for the first eighteen years of my life.

  It takes until the dust clears and my adrenaline levels return to normal for me to notice the other occupant of the driveway. The beat-up blue pick-up truck parked on the far side of the house, back to the porch like it’s awaiting a delivery of lumber or something practical.

  Probably one of the county assessment guys, come to survey the property and figure out how much it’s worth. Crap. I didn’t expect them to beat me here.

  It doesn’t matter, I remind myself as I put the car in park and grab my Hermès purse—a purse that earns me a million compliments a day back in NYC, but which feels somehow out of place here, too much. I ignore the instincts tickling at the back of my mind. That’s just my country self talking. The girl I used to be before I escaped this hellhole.

 

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